More honey
It’s so good
I’m
Rifling through the freezer
In search of any bread
Melt into the hot Lurpak
Delightful fragrant syrup of our bee gods
Let me feel the beauty of flowers enter my internal networks
Honey I’m yours
(C) Zoë Xanadu 2021
It’s so good
I’m
Rifling through the freezer
In search of any bread
Melt into the hot Lurpak
Delightful fragrant syrup of our bee gods
Let me feel the beauty of flowers enter my internal networks
Honey I’m yours
(C) Zoë Xanadu 2021
Yummy honey
Local bees
In my tummy
Yes please
What’s in my tummy?
The honey or the bees?
Or the whole of the cosmos?
What a squeeze!
(C) Zoë Xanadu 2021
I told her my news
She sent roses to my door
So then I had more news
To tell my friends
Better than the daily covid update
Follow my career and love-life journal for more recipes
Actually don’t
I won’t publish it
Keep up your routines
They say
When at risk of falling hard and fast
Ok
She tries
But this pesky pandemic
Has got her all locked down
And the enforced extended distance builds a tension even greater
Morning texts that go til lunchtime
Nap time fantasies abound
Phone calls filled with longing
So much longing
They could only wish
for a shortcut to the next tryst
Lips whisper through the ether
Of desires yet unmet
Something showstoppingly stunning
grows as Spring approaches
But what it is feels jostled
By this other
Discomfort
This insistent presence
of an isolating threat
delaying
delaying
delaying
How delicious can torture really be?
Presenting:
This moment
Welcome to your appointment with life
Thank yourself for making time
in your busy schedule
to be available to notice
your breath
coming into your body
and leaving your body
Your belly rising
Your belly falling
Your mind slowing
Your tension releasing
Your heart opening
Your shoulders falling
Your smile relaxing
Your eyes softening
Your hair growing
Your forehead clearing
Your organs rejoicing
Your freedom expanding
Breath coming in
Breath flowing out
Yes
How lovely
Looking deeply into things
Opening your perception up to the beauty and miraculous perfection all around you
Remembering your innate intelligence
Savouring the elegance of life
And your self as part of the miracle
Here you are
Right here
Right now
Breathing
Breathing
Calm
Smiling
Present
Wonderful
Worthy
Welcome
You are as perfect as that leaf
That shell
That star
That sunrise
That breeze
You are all of these things
With gratitude and love
You belong
I make the space for the brains to thrive
Creating safety
Encouraging fun
Being a peripheral part
of the excited buzz
Of the hive of minds
as they pollinate each other
Witnessing their outrage,
their passion,
their determined agency
in the wryly augmented world
that they know to be theirs
Celebrating the brilliance
in every one of them
In all the manifestations it makes
As it shines through
via their unique and essential imprints
It’s like resting in a forest
As I survey in wonder
the miracles surrounding me
All these perfect human trees
Growing amongst one another
I am in awe
I am humbled
May they thrive
I whisper in my heart
As I meet their eyes and say their names
I keep my loneliness warm
With the blue light
Scrolling for the jolts per minute
Craving connection
Without wanting to get dressed
Or move from the couch
I know I am ok alone
But if someone said
Hey let’s play
I might say
Yeah ok
Today I fell in love
With the enchantingly intriguing
whorls of my left index finger
My own fingerprint
My own uniqueness
Finding new things to love about myself
What a beautiful daily habit
Tree
In the forest
alone I stand
surrounded
by the held wisdom
and cool release
of all my fellow trees
Our shared experiences
touch us differently
but the sky calls us all
upwards
as our roots reach
ever deeper
to nourish us
we grow
together
Copyright 2021